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Advisor: Howardena Pindell
My passion for art developed at an early age. I was fortunate enough to be introduced to fine arts as a young girl due to my paternal grandfather being an artist himself. His art style varied greatly from illustrating children’s books to editing high profile magazines to just painting for friends and family. I had always had a particular interest in his ability to create paintings that so accurately portrayed whoever was his subject and being able to capture their likeness in what seemed to be such an effortless way. This sparked my admiration for portraiture and realism as a whole.
As an artist myself, I followed in my grandfather’s footsteps. I have never had one sole art style; while I would say that ceramics is my favorite medium, I also have a deep rooted love for painting, drawing, and digital design. My love for painting developed over this past year, especially after taking a life painting course while at Stony Brook University. This particular course pushed me to paint people in a way that I never had previously, and I found that I genuinely enjoyed it. Because of this, I decided to focus around portraiture for my Spring 2023 independent study.
My first subjects were my two dogs, Bean and Mochi. My dogs mean the world to me, and being able to capture their personalities in these paintings was both challenging yet so rewarding. My English Bulldog, Bean, is a very curious and somewhat anxious girl, while my pug, Mochi, is very silly and in-your-face, hence my painting of her being so close-up.
I did three paintings featuring several of my favorite female artists. I chose Lady Gaga, SZA, and Cardi B as my subjects because I admire each of them for their originality, talent, and outspokenness. I have many male artists that I also enjoy but I wanted to choose these female artists to capture their beauty as well as showcase artists who embody female empowerment.
I chose to do a self-portrait for my final painting because I genuinely enjoy painting with a mirror. My shirt in the painting is left unfinished, hence the title, to showcase how I am not yet finished growing as an artist, nor will I ever be. The distraught expression on my face embodies the struggles I have and will continue to face as a growing artist.
I am proud of the artist I have become and I am so excited to see how I grow further down the line. I never want to be a version of myself that isn’t creating art.