Project V

Perception Studies

Condition Study: Avoidant Personality Disorder (AVPD)

The condition that I hope to depict for this project is Avoidant Personality Disorder (AVPD). This disorder is characterized by a pattern of extreme shyness and sensitivity to social situations. It stems from the intense fear of rejection along with disapproval. Some symptoms of AVPD include: anxiety, avoiding conflict, self-isolation, inadequacy, lack of trust, low self-esteem, etc. The way that I would like to portray this condition is through cars. Every car has a personality of its own, from the way it looks, to the area it is parked, to the time of day it is being driven. Cars, in a way, are like humans, and I want to personify them in this project through the use of correct composition and lighting. The cars are all seen in a dim and quiet setting, where is it more typical for a person with AVPD to be comfortable in.

References:

https://www.verywellmind.com/avoidant-personality-disorder-4172959

https://www.merckmanuals.com/professional/psychiatric-disorders/personality-disorders/avoidant-personality-disorder-avpd

 

Cohesive Series, “I’m Still Here, Just Not This Second: A Photographic Series Depicting AVPD”

They are on the move, trying to leave the situation they are in, following a trail of lightness.

“Avoiding Conflict”       ISO 100 – f/14 – 1/2000s

They feel spotlights shining on them, mimicking the anxiety of receiving attention, confused where to go.

“Anxiety”        ISO 3200 – f/5.6 – 1/15s

They are contemplating their self-worth, in a more reserved and dimmed area.

“Inadequacy”        ISO 800 – f/5.6 – 1/15s

They relocated and are finally able to isolate from everyone, just how they wanted. Just what they needed.

“Self-Isolation”         ISO 12800 – f/8 – 1/10s