Research of project 4

My favorite modern poem “Farewell Again, Cambridge ”was written by Zhimo Xu, an early 20th century Chinese poet. The poem is below:

轻轻的我走了,

正如我轻轻的来;

我轻轻的招手,

作别西天的云彩。

那河畔的金柳,

是夕阳中的新娘;

波光里的艳影,

在我的心头荡漾。

软泥上的青荇,

油油的在水底招摇;

在康河的柔波里,

我甘心做一条水草!

那榆荫下的一潭,

不是清泉,

是天上虹;

揉碎在浮藻间,

沉淀着彩虹似的梦。

寻梦?撑一支长篙,

向青草更青处漫溯;

满载一船星辉,

在星辉斑斓里放歌。

但我不能放歌,

悄悄是别离的笙箫;

夏虫也为我沉默,

沉默是今晚的康桥!

悄悄的我走了,

正如我悄悄的来;

我挥一挥衣袖,

不带走一片云彩。

Very quietly I take my leave
As quietly as I came here;
Quietly I wave good-bye
To the rosy clouds in the western sky.
The golden willows by the riverside
Are young brides in the setting sun;
Their reflections on the shimmering waves
Always linger in the depth of my heart.
The floating heart growing the sludge
Sways leisurely under the water;
In the gentle waves of Cambridge
I would be a water plant!
That pool under the shade of elm trees
Holds not water but the rainbow from the sky;
Shattered to pieces among the duck weeds
Is the sediment of a rainbow-like dream?
To seek a dream?
Just to pole a boat upstream
To where the green grass is more verdant
Or to have the boat fully loaded with starlight
And sing aloud in the splendor of starlight.
But I can’t sing aloud
Quietness is my farewell music;
Even summer insects heap silence for me
Silent is Cambridge tonight!
Very quietly I left
As quietly as I came here;
Gently I flick my sleeves
Not even a wisp of cloud will I bring away.

This poem told a story about farewell.  I want take a series photographs which emphasis the environment, include some details of insects, water plants, cloud etc. The color of those photographs wouldn’t be so bright to show the sadness of leave.The size of objects will be more and more small to show a feeling of leave.

project 3 The Depressive Disorder

My topic is about people who is suffering from depression.  The depression is an emotional thing rather than visual. Therefore I used photoshop to give most of my photographs a double exposure effect, to show what the depression patients’ inner world and how depression impact them from visual.

Touch from another angle

Me. Me?

Sometimes they would question about who are they and why they live. They can’t find their personal value at all and self-denial again and again.

From finger to heart

Do not enter

Their heart is a jail, they locked themselves there. They reject others to visit and torment themselves there.

World of others

Depression patients always have a personal world. It always different from our normal world. Maybe it cloudy all days, maybe it can’t stop raining.

This way

Camera study images

1.correct exposure ISO100 f/2.8  S:200

2. overexposure  ISO100 f/2.8  S:200

3.underexposure  ISO100 f/2.8  S:200

4.high ISO   ISO100 f/4  S:160

5.low ISO    ISO100 f/4  S:160

6.Correct White balance ISO100 f/2  S:200

7.Option1 of white balance ISO100 f/2  S:200

8.option2 of white balance  ISO100 f/2  S:200

9.Shallow depth of field(use wild aperture)  ISO100 f/1.4  S:240

10.Deep depth of field (use narrow aperture ISO100 f/5.6  S:200

11. Standard angle of view upon subject ISO100 f/2.8  S:160

12.alternative angle of view of subject ISO100 f/2  S:200

13.. Stopping (freezing) of rapid motion (use fast shutter speedISO100 f/2  S:260

14.Blurring of rapid motion (use slow shutter speed) ISO100 f/5.6  S:2