My work was focus on recreating when I first close my eyes trying to sleep, there will always be words and flash back showing up in my mind, i start thinking and worry about a lot of things for life and the future, it takes me a long time to fall in to sleep and dream. from the outside I look peaceful but my mind was in anxiety.

Words in the photo:

Sometimes you just have to push yourself just to get out of bed.
You stay up ’til 2am just wishing you were dead.
You ask yourself, “Why can’t it be someone else instead?”
You get tired of all the thoughts in your head.

You lose sight of who you want to be.
You blame yourself, screaming, “Why am I me?”
You wish you could just be free.
Open your eyes and you’ll see

That life is what you make it, and sometimes it’s hard.
We get battered and bruised, mistreated and scared.

We forget what’s important.
We forget our drive.
We all need a focus point,
A reason to survive.

Find your passion.
Find your drive.
Find something that makes you fight,
And you will survive.

Source: https://www.familyfriendpoems.com/poem/find-your-drive